God wants us with Him..
Feb 12, 10
It's been more than a week since I've last posted something in here..that's because I've done something that was so offensive and by doing that, I think I've lost God's Spirit that I also lost the interest to continue. I lost the interest because I'm so ashamed of myself. I never thought I would do that again since I know how much God loves me. I know how much God loves me and yet, I disappointed Him by choosing evil and running away from my responsibilities, running away from Him.
This week, our Theology professor gave us a project about church organizations. I chose to do Youth for Christ since I am a YFC and I know more about it. It will be easier for me to dicuss something I know and am comfortable with than discussing something new but unfamiliar. While doing the project, of course, i have to do some research which made me recall my active Youth for Christ days. Yes, I really missed YFC. I read a blog about how YFC was able to change a person from an ordinary teenager to a loyal YFC. Then, I remembered how much I've changed since my "graduation" from youth camp. It's like finding a family who shares the same passion as yours. In Youth for Christ, I was able to "choose" God above all, above the material things I consider as "irreplaceable".
With all the evil things I've done, God gave me a chance to change and remember the TRUTH. With my project in Theology, I was able to remember that God really LOVES and CARES for me. He cares for YOU... He cares for US!!
-peace be with you..
