Can't Sleep

8:30 PM by Youth for Him

Feb 1, 2010


Hello...I just came from class and then headed straight to the nearest computer shop to post this.

Last night, I arrived here in Manila and found that I'm still alone in the room so images and thoughts visited my mind. Being all by myself made me decide to reflect and create a poem to somehow diminish my loneliness of being away from my family again.

Here is the poem:

Can't Sleep
by Millelan2


Lying in my bed doing none
But thinking of the things I've done
What have I done in this earth
That I'll say it has a huge worth?
A question that's bugging my mind
Since I've learned that I shouldn't be blind
A question that should be answered
Not just by intelligent nerds
But also by everyone who lives
Because this shows what they believe
I've been living in here for years
And yet I still feel I'm not near
To the objectives set for me
And be the child He wished me to be
Tonight, all I ask Him is this:
To be able to find the right path
Even though I'm not good in math


This is all I can do because I haven't got formal education with making poems. I just like doing poetry when I'm not doing anything or when I'm inspired. And last night,I felt the need of making one. I have done more poems which I will post in here... someday.

-peace be with you all.. =)

P.S- Millelan2 is the name I use for my poems.. =)
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wonderful mass plus new video..

6:34 PM by Youth for Him

Jan 31, 2010


Hi! We had a mass last night and for me, it is one of the most beautiful masses that I've attended in my whole life. It's like God is with me the whole time! What a wonderful feeling it is! I remember hearing the Responsorial Psalm a lot of times--when we are having masses in our school, but last night was different...very different. Our school choir still sung the Psalm but this time, I almost filled my eyes with tears... "The Lord is My Light and My Salvation...There is nothing I shall fear. He is My Fortress, He is My Shield. From whom shall I be afraid?". This gave me strength to fulfill and believe in my dreams...because I know that God is with me. Yes, a lot of times I have doubted my capabilities, but a lot of times also, He gave me strength and hope to believe. =)

Yesterday I was inspired of creating a blog...and not only that, I also created a channel in youtube and I just finished my first video. Last night is our celebration of the feast of the Holy Infant Jesus so I put some video clips and pictures from last night plus the song Adonai as the background song. I tried to view and it is not as good quality as I have saved it on my computer but it's still okay I guess. here is the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4DlzVaceSIs

-peace be with you all.. =)
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Youth for Him..

12:09 AM by Youth for Him
Jan 30, 2010


Hey! I just want to share with all of you what I think of being a Youth for Christ. Yes, I am a Youth for Christ and I'm proud of it. Cause by being a YFC, I am able to serve Him more...the problem is, being in college didn't help me become a responsible youth for Him. I have to attend classes, I have to review for the exams, lots and lots of things to do that I wasn't able to attend on any assemblies during the past few months.
The last time that I attended as I remember, is a youth camp, wherein I was a part of the service team. It's my first time to serve in a camp that's why I was so excited about it that I even discarded the invitation of my relatives to have a vacation with them out of town. But, I never knew that a sad thing will happen during the camp. I never knew. I never knew that because of that incident, which is not my fault or that I have nothing to do with it, my service as a YFC ceases. Okay, it didn't actually cease. Because a Youth for Christ will always be a Youth for Christ, or at least that's what we believe. My service stopped for months that I didn't have any ideas on what's happening with the other YFCs and my friends as well. But I felt that I really need to serve Him. I really want to serve Him and be an active Youth for Christ member again. I really missed serving God.
So...I came up with this decision to create a blog wherein I can share my thoughts and reflections with other people. Since I'm always away for college and I have free time in there, it's the only thing that I can do right now. I hope that by sharing the things I know I will be able to serve Him and others as well. Okay, starting today, I'll try to update this blog everyday...So help me God.
-peace be with you all.. =)
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